Thursday, May 19, 2011

lo siento

 Really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night. I least expected it, I experienced the worst headache ever, all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has.
 I know deep down in me, I've regretted saying those things to you and being the first guy to have said this to you also hurts me a lot. Whether you accept my apology or not I'm truly sorry for my harsh and unpleasant words.
For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night.
To be honest I'm really confused about everything.
I love you Hermia and i'll always will.

Mi Amor

Up in a forest thinking about my one true love. The woman that I love deeply.
My love, life can be cruel but when it all comes together there is no moment as sweet. That is how I feel about you entering my life. You have brought back the melody called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your talent, for your kindness and personality, for your beauty, both inner and outer, and most of all I love you because you are you. The fact that you show me who you really are and not what you think I may want. babe, let this be a testament to my true feelings for you. The whole world can see and know how I feel for you.
 I love you.

Questions with no answers

I don't understand why Hermia's father hates me. I thought fathers these days would want a man that would love his daughter with all his heart, one that would take care of her. Am I not good enough, did I do something wrong? Why cant I have what Demetrius has? This whole I cant marry Hermia just because he likes Demetrius better than me needs to stop. Does he not know that Demetrius is a player? Only if he knew. I really want to run away with Hermia and marry her somewhere else but I want to do it the right way, I want her mother, and father there to see their daughter getting married and being happy about it. If I run away with her then she will be a nun for the rest of her life which means I cant marry her.I wish her father could see the love that Hermia and I have, maybe he would accept us as a happy couple. Why does love always have so many obstacles? So many questions with no answers.